There is nothing more in the world that I want

There is nothing more in the world that I want other than to be a famous singer. I really don't want to be a doctor. I'm saying that I will go to med school, but I probably won't even get in if I continue to have that motivation. The world will be a useless place for me if I'm not a famous singer. Is there really nothing else to life than going to school and then working 9 to 5 at some dark office. I don't want to get home be exhausted, watch a tv show, have a drink and go to sleep for the rest of my life. Two weeks of vacation will not cut it. Then wife, kids... ughhh.... no. I don't want this. I either sing and work 24/7 or I don't do anything else. I want to love what I do,  I don't want to be miserable, and go to class smile at the professor and pretend I really care what he is talking about when in reality I'd rather be running from one interview to another. I rather workout for hours to look think and muscular or practice with a voice coach to sound better. I really do. I can have paparazzi follow me 24/7, I can have media spreading rumors about me rather than "pretending" to be an intelligent doctor. But if I have to be a doctor to make money I will, cuz that is the only other profession that will give me 'decent' money. I want to support myself my parents and my family. I'll be a FAMOUS singer one way or the other but if things come to worst I'll be that miserable doctor.

Fuck it all. I'm signing off to write a paper for my social work class. It's due in 9 hours. Im not sleeping tonight!