Time of my life!

I love going to Polish Parties. I went to 30th anniversary and honestly I think  I wish they had their 30th anniversary every year! It was the best party ever! and btw. one of the girls... I like her soooo much but she's older than me anyway... she could be my wife! I love dancing with her, having tequila shots, and then dancing again. She's sooo fun! but age difference is the problem. ;( help me what should I do, she doesnt have a bf right now. Can I be her bf, she is 28 and I'm almost 19. What should I do. Give me your answers. I think she's the only girl in the world! the only one that I like! btw. its 2:20AM and I'm still a little tipsy but we could make things work. We are both polish and I think I'm going to be a doctor if I don't become a famous singer. she gives me the best advice there is and I seriously value her opinion. I really want her to be in my life :( I'm sad and happy all at the same time. We even went shopping and I could stand her being so picky, I think that means a lot, now that I'm loosing my buzz I can see things more clearly and she could be my perfect wife. Even during the party I couldn't stop looking at her and I felt a little bit jealous when another guy was hitting on her - btw. he was sooooooooo drunk. Anwhooo - I wish GlozeLL green could read this she would give me the best advice to wait, but seriously I think this is the girl. I have never felt about any other girl the way I feel about her. I feel we could be soul mates. I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE THINKS OF ME, she was dancing with me, shopping with me, smiling at me, getting me drinks. I already miss her ;( could it be just a fling, or is it a real thing? I could go on forever, with another tequila shot. I miss her and I miss dancing with her. Im soooo sweaty, and I'm sooo tired but who cares, btw. i totally sent the wrong pictures to the wrong person. lol but now i got a brilliant idea of saying its a virus - see how street smart i am :) anywhoooo----- :d 
i think she is going to fall for that - now u know its a girl! - and i said its a virus and it was sent to random people and that it should ;D lol I'm really smart. and i said it could delete the wholeeeee system I'm sure she won't open it at all. Anyway, let's get back to the main idea. what do i do about the polish girl? do u think i should try to get into a relationship with her or not - btw. if i do it will be a long term relationship and i think i am in love with her and she is not an easy type of girl her family is sooo nice her brother is a cool type of guy I could really fit in. they are just really loving and understanding people - and the best part she can wear SKY HIGH heels and she can be as tall as me. she does;t smoke, she drinks only but not too much omg! she is amazing ;D btw. is should not be posting this post but for the first time in my life I think I'm finally in love. well i don't know what love is - other than family love - but i think this is it. i have been writing soooooooo much that i think its love and i'm almost calling Pink - which means I'm almost sober. awwwww.... i saw awww to myself ;) i love me and i think I love her, the girl in sky high heels, and the girl who i bough $80 pants and $70 dollars shoes for. I only did it for her. I hope she does feel some chemistry to me to! ok good night my mom is going to sleep and she is telling me to go to sleep to cuz i look bad I'm soooooooooooo effffeeedd up! ok peace peteryogi on youtube please check me out! I loved the girl who was singing today -  but just the way she was sining ;) thats it.  she was pretty and all but we could be friends only. :d ok goodnight !