Paulina Wieliczko - konkurs recytatorski

Sad - Love - Fear - Cry

I'm saad. Tonight I'm very sad. It might sound stupid, but I'm struggling to write a simple paper. I just don't see the point of me going to school. I'm tired, I want to sing, I'm doubting my talent. I don't know where to go with my life.  I thought college was supposed to be self rewarding at least. It's not! It's a fucking system thats failing and hurting people. I can't be poor - this what fears me every day - I want to have a lot f money to support everyone around me. I just do. I might be wrong but I have to. I can't let my parents be poor. Every time I see an old lady alone at a store I tell myself I don't want my parents to be like that. I can't let this happen, I'm actually crying right now;( and I can't get a hold of myself! All I want is money cuz it can help me to protect the ones I love. I know I can't love anyone only my parents. Unless I find this one girl but I doubt. Think whatever you want right now, think I'm stupid but truly I'm scared of whats next in life for me. Why do I have to be so complicated. Why me?

Justin Bieber - Boyfriend

Justin Bieber Boyfirend 

Recently I was watching Justin Bieber's boyfriend video and I was singing along with it. My uncle walked in to the living room and said "See, if you got his job I could be your driver" - my immediate answer was "If I got his job no one in this house would ever have to work other than me!" That picture where I could work really hard, travel, record music, do interviews and even sacrifice my entire personal made me feel good. I would really do all the above if I could only sing, make money and provide for my family. I want people's dreams to come true and that means a nice house for my parents a Maybach or Mercedes for my uncle and money in the bank account for the rest of their days and my career. This is all I need, this is all I want. Enjoy Justin Bieber's video. It's good! 

Time of my life!

I love going to Polish Parties. I went to 30th anniversary and honestly I think  I wish they had their 30th anniversary every year! It was the best party ever! and btw. one of the girls... I like her soooo much but she's older than me anyway... she could be my wife! I love dancing with her, having tequila shots, and then dancing again. She's sooo fun! but age difference is the problem. ;( help me what should I do, she doesnt have a bf right now. Can I be her bf, she is 28 and I'm almost 19. What should I do. Give me your answers. I think she's the only girl in the world! the only one that I like! btw. its 2:20AM and I'm still a little tipsy but we could make things work. We are both polish and I think I'm going to be a doctor if I don't become a famous singer. she gives me the best advice there is and I seriously value her opinion. I really want her to be in my life :( I'm sad and happy all at the same time. We even went shopping and I could stand her being so picky, I think that means a lot, now that I'm loosing my buzz I can see things more clearly and she could be my perfect wife. Even during the party I couldn't stop looking at her and I felt a little bit jealous when another guy was hitting on her - btw. he was sooooooooo drunk. Anwhooo - I wish GlozeLL green could read this she would give me the best advice to wait, but seriously I think this is the girl. I have never felt about any other girl the way I feel about her. I feel we could be soul mates. I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE THINKS OF ME, she was dancing with me, shopping with me, smiling at me, getting me drinks. I already miss her ;( could it be just a fling, or is it a real thing? I could go on forever, with another tequila shot. I miss her and I miss dancing with her. Im soooo sweaty, and I'm sooo tired but who cares, btw. i totally sent the wrong pictures to the wrong person. lol but now i got a brilliant idea of saying its a virus - see how street smart i am :) anywhoooo----- :d 
i think she is going to fall for that - now u know its a girl! - and i said its a virus and it was sent to random people and that it should ;D lol I'm really smart. and i said it could delete the wholeeeee system I'm sure she won't open it at all. Anyway, let's get back to the main idea. what do i do about the polish girl? do u think i should try to get into a relationship with her or not - btw. if i do it will be a long term relationship and i think i am in love with her and she is not an easy type of girl her family is sooo nice her brother is a cool type of guy I could really fit in. they are just really loving and understanding people - and the best part she can wear SKY HIGH heels and she can be as tall as me. she does;t smoke, she drinks only but not too much omg! she is amazing ;D btw. is should not be posting this post but for the first time in my life I think I'm finally in love. well i don't know what love is - other than family love - but i think this is it. i have been writing soooooooo much that i think its love and i'm almost calling Pink - which means I'm almost sober. awwwww.... i saw awww to myself ;) i love me and i think I love her, the girl in sky high heels, and the girl who i bough $80 pants and $70 dollars shoes for. I only did it for her. I hope she does feel some chemistry to me to! ok good night my mom is going to sleep and she is telling me to go to sleep to cuz i look bad I'm soooooooooooo effffeeedd up! ok peace peteryogi on youtube please check me out! I loved the girl who was singing today -  but just the way she was sining ;) thats it.  she was pretty and all but we could be friends only. :d ok goodnight ! 

Having Fun at a Polish Party

I needed that. It's fun, there is music, we are dancing and taking about Med-School :)

Gray's Anatomy

I have been watching Gray's Anatomy for the past 3 seasons. I have seen every single show from season one to season 8. There are only three more episodes left to air until the end of the entire series. I have fallen in and out of love with all the characters many times. I watched them laugh, I watched them cry, I watched them fight and I watched them love, but up until today I believed I could be a doctor, who cares for his patients but who doesn't get too involved or doesn't care that someone dies because I would be the one knowing that this is it, I have done everything I could to try to save a patients life. Well, I think I was wrong. I don't want to see people miserable, I want to see people happy, I want to make people happy. The reason in on this planet is to make people happy and my talent is music. So I choose to be a singer, I choose to be a person who makes people smile and get away from their everyday problem at least for the duration of a song, an album or the duration of the concert. I want you to be happy because you can choose your own feelings and if I can help you choose happy feelings well here I am!

So, Smile the world is beautiful and we are beautiful people! Everyone of us is beautiful in our own way! Let's celebrate it together!

Where Have You Been Rihanna (Cover)

Where Have You Been Rihanna (Cover)

Enjoy :)